Ya Allah, Engkau permudahkanlah hidupnya dan keluarganya. Tabahkanlah hatinya selalu. Sesungguhnya aku sentiasa mengharapkan yang terbaik buatnya. Amin.

My Birthday celebrations has been the best ever this year. Starting with the shocking surprise from Berita Harian. I've got no idea cause I didn't remember them telling me when will the newspaper article be released on, so I didn't really bother about it at that time. And in the morning when I started receiving calls from people saying that I got featured on the day of my birthday, I quickly bought the Berita Harian newspaper. Not sure if it was coincidental or on purpose. But whatever it is, I'll have to thank the journalist, Nurul Ain. So kind and friendly somemore. Hehe. Arigato!

I remembered, work on my birthday felt kinda long somehow. I felt better at night cause Kak Ros, Aniq and Nad came. Ended a bit later cause the crowd was just craycray. Then I received a call and text from Raysha saying she got lost at taman jurong trying to find her way around to the superbowl. Mind you, I haven't meet her for a very long time, so it caught me off-guard and I was so worried I went to find her. Saw her at the front counter while she was buying a drink. Brought me to her seat and I was so surprised to see Farah and Sheila at the same time with a lighted molten cake. Haha, surprise surprise. Totally unexpected. I love my babygurlszx ;)

Went back home with Aniq and Nad. Spent the rest of the night htht with the girl. I got to know her a little better, and also about my new workplace too. She then gave me my favourite m&ms, of all kinds and a miniature teddy bear. Adoi guuuuuuurl, why so sweet? Hehe. *hugshugs*

Asked my manager for an off-day on that Saturday, cause my minah wanted to bring me out on a picnic date. I was so happy when he approved of it. Anyway...that day, met her at JP and got our PBG food and kite at fairprice. Was so bumped I couldn't get my doraemon kite so I ended up choosing a cute yellow smiley face one. Hahaha. Carried all the food and stuff all the way to Marina Barrage. Started flying the kite, but it was such a failure at first. The kite really cmi, I still remember. LOL. Half way through it, I got really tired, so I stopped for a drink and ate some sushi made by my dear minah. So yummy, gosh. I was really enjoying the food when she asked me to turn around, saying that I forgot something important. I saw the rest of the Happy Pills behind me. Totally didn't expect anything at all, I swear. I thought it was just gonna be the two of us on that day. Caught me off-guard once again. Now I'm starting to feel that maybe it's just me. I'm just so....ignorant. Haha, but whatever it is, I love love love the gift they got me. I nearly believed it when Pa told me it was a scooter inside the box. I opened it thinking that I wanted to try it over there. But it was actually a telescope. A freaking TELESCOPE guys! Oh my God....I love you all. And of course, not forgetting the hand-made cards too! So damn sweet. I swear to God I love every single one of you right now. Best birthday gift and surprise EVER!

Spent the night with my Monsters today. We had our PBG feast at Junie's, and all prepared by Junie herself. The meatballs spaghetti and baked chicken was sooooo yummy, I can still taste it in my tummy. Hehe. Was chilling in her room with the girls, catching up and things like that. Wanted to go out and then Yana came in switching off the lights, and then came the birthday cake with 3 lighted candles, that no matter how much you blow it, it'll forever light up. Hahaha, annoying much. But yes, my dearest Sheila baked that yummy Red Velvet Cake herself. I'm surrounded with all kinds of talented friends who can cook, make all sorts of amazing food and bake really well. Wow. And look at me here. Haha, fail.

Words can't describe how thankful and grateful I am for everything that has happened for the past few days. I'm surrounded by so many amazing people. I love all of you with all my heart. Always and forever will.

Work has been fun. Though I work 6 days a week. Yes 6 days, guys....6 days. My off-day is only on Thursday. And I work even on freaking weekends, so it basically shows that I have got no social life no more. But still I love the atmosphere during work, eventhough it gets super chaotic especially during peak hours all the way till 11pm. Why do people eat so late anyways? So unhealthy, tahu tak? Chey, mcm faham. Haha. Anyways, yes, I love my work environment, thanks to all the people I meet during working hours. Never fail to disturb/bully/make me laugh everytime. Though I often get scolded due to my carelessness, but that's part of working in an F&B field. Ini semuer normal, they say. Lol. Countless of people I made friends with already. The managers, aunties, the makciks kpo, the teenagers and even the foreigners. Everyone lah basically. Always mistook me for a 15 or 17 years old. Gosh....I've never felt happier whenever someone says that I look that young actually. I love them, man. Hahahaha. And so far, I'm trying my best with the counter and taking orders, and greet as loud as possible whenever I see customers approaching. They told me I have to learn to be loud cause I am too soft. Still trying my best at that. Haha. And my next job scope would probably be Runner and Drive-Thru. I guess not so soon. I need to get used to taking orders first and get it 100% correct and not mess up. Hais. Why oh why. I'm just someone who panics easily. Can't help it. But this time round, I gotta change that about me.

And even when I finish work at midnight, I don't usually go home alone. Parthi leaves nearby, Nad too. But the nearest to me would be Fiq. So we would wait for each other to end work and walk home together. My journey back home is not so lonely as before. I've got Fiq to accompany me everytime, someone to talk to throughout the 15-20 mins walk home. And eventhough I've only know her for about 3 days, I'm surprised by how comfortable we are during the long conversation we had last night while walking home. How she talks about her family problems and the reason why she have to work at such a young age. For all I know, she could be lying. And as much as I don't trust people that easily, I don't know why but I felt like giving her a hug when she was telling me her stories. And I felt so bad for her at that point of time, I didn't even know what to say. It breaks my heart to see her being in such a situation. Maybe one day, I could be of useful help to her. I hope. And for the next few months working, I'm gonna be meeting all sorts of people in my life. Anxious plus excited.

I thank Allah and Jh, for saving your life. As PBG as you are in trying to save that one last choc ice-cream, your safety is the most precious, to not only you but those around you too.

When your heart feels the ache, like its broken to pieces.
Holding on to the tears but it hurts more.
Being brave and just wiping those tears.
Till when can you be that brave?
Do you purposely chose not to let it go?
Only you have the answer, nobody else knows.
You found your weakness, its your choice to strengthen it now.
Everything is easier said than done…

"When you're with someone you trust, never needing to pretend, someone who helps you to know yourself... you know you're with a friend."

Oh God. I just received a call from Motorola Solutions saying some reporter from Berita Harian wants to interview me about my internship next week. Wait a minute, I thought only Channel NewsAsia!? How do you expect me to converse and tell my Motorola story in freaking MALAY. I'm so fucked. GG. Read Berita Harian and watch the news on Suria for the next few days. Omgdness, I need to be jiwa melayu starting from today. I cannot be like one of those people on Suria you see whose malay really cmi then starts their english speakingspeaking. Cannot. Aku berbangsa melayu. Aku harus mencuba sedaya upayaku untuk bertutur dalam bahasa ibundaku. Shit, even that sounded weird. How.

In the first place, I don't get why must Channel NewsAsia and Berita Harian interview me. I bet they are trying to promote Motorola. They're asking me to help them promote Motorola with my super lame "My Internship with Motorola" story. Hahahaha. Great. Google Translate, you shall be my bestfriend for the next few days. We can do this.

Spent my entire Monday with my parkour gurls. Karaoke-d and some merepek session trying to do the Watlek Watpeace dance. Gwiyomi merepek tak cukup, masih nak buat some crappy dance. Nonsense. Take example, this stupid video that was supposed to be a picture, intentionally. I don't know why I have retarded friends like these.

May 6, 2013 | when we thought we took a pic..... by juniejuns on Keek.com