Well,well,well I hate formal outfits.
Serious SH*T man. We actually have to freaking dress formally for the presentation. Okay fine, it wasn't compulsory but since one of my group member suggested it, we had to just go along with it. I actually took hours to decide what to wear ? In the end, I just grabbed whatever clothes I can think of that looks formal. Crap, this will be the first and the last time I'm doing this. That's it, no more formal outfits, unless we really have to of course.

As usual, I fell asleep in the bus on the way to school in the morning just now since I spent the night yesterday dancing/breaking with my crewmates. My body ache is getting worse than ever. Plus the rock climbing that I had just now, I'm going to suffer tomorrow, no doubt. So yes, I ditched my secondary school friends for my dance training. Not say ditched, I had to not go. Fine, the class BBQ was one of the significant event to get everyone back together and I was the only one that was not there. SH*T, I should totally kill myself right now. And I haven't been spending time with my friends lately, can't spare some time even for them. Really, really should kill myself. And because of this, people think that I've somehow changed especially after my Polytechnic life started.

But the thing is just that, I'm really busy. This person said that, being busy is sooo not me. But I want things to be different for once because I want to live my life from a different view, a whole new perspective.I've been trying my very best to have atleast some free time for myself and my loved ones. Performance is coming up soon and there's alot to prepare this time. It's not that I want to change but it's just that maybe, things are different this time round, because of that some of my friends think that I don't have time for them or think that I've changed, for the worst.
Sorry people. I don't blame anyone but myself for this. Lesson learnt here, I have to spend my time wisely and get my schedule straight. This is something I should totally reflect upon and should start doing something about this, really.