I really have to stop tearing up. Only God knows what is going to happen to me and my life ? I mean it's not like I can't make a choice, of course I still can but I don't have a choice anymore. It seems like everything has already been decided. Hmmm, I can say that things, maybe won't turn out well for me, but it's okay, I'll try and handle it. But God, please give me some strength and guidance. Whatever happens, I just want to say that life has been way awesome, like super duper . This has made me realise that life can't just be about sadness or happiness alone. Instead, the only way you'll learn how to appreciate life is by experiencing both at the same time.
Right, let's be strong. Soon, I'll understand everything because I'm sure that God is kind enough to help me with all of this.