Yes, finally I am updating this dead blog of mine. It's been a while. And the best thing is that, it's already 2011. So many wonderful things has been happening, really. Like I'm already in Year 2 now, I feel damn freaking old. Just got my results. A little disappointed, but happy still. Eventhough it's the holidays now, I am still busy dancing my butt off with some crazy ass bunch of people I know. Haha, love all of them to death \m/ Having the best time of my life now ! Oh and Danzation 2011 was great, and so was NUS Dance Blast Performance. Wow, really really a lot of things happened. I've met so many awesome people who has made my life a little more exciting than it used to be. I'm truly grateful for everything so far, thank you (:

I miss my crazy crew, like a lot a lot. I miss gay dude, the old him. He doesnt seem to care about all of us like he used to anymore. I know, things change, people change. It's okay. He wants us to learn to be independent instead. Looking at the whole situation right now, I know it's for the best. But at the same time, it's sad seeing the kids trying so hard on their own. The next few months are gonna be tough, and I already see it coming. But nonetheless, we're gonna be there for each other , helping out one another still. It's okay if gay dude isn't gonna be there for us anymore. We'll survive this 'war', on our own cause I've got faith in all of us. We're all under the same sky, so lets do this together.

And I'm learning to let go, atleast I'm still trying. Yeah, it's definitely not easy but I have to move on. I was so stupid holding on to something I never once had, and never will have. I should have realised it earlier. After all this time I'm finally giving up. It really sucks being second to the people you put first. But whatever. I am never gonna look back again. Right now, I should just treasure the people around me more instead, those who care, and those who've been there for me all this while. Because they are the ones who deserved it best.