I've never, really really never felt so helpless and hopeless at the same time, until yesterday. I didn't know what to think, what to feel even. Messed up feelings, and yes, confused you can say. Couldn't get my work done properly, my mind was somewhere else during A2 class. Bus ride home with cartoon wasn't normal at all. I was super duper restless and I just felt like moving around and punching people. Really didn't know what was the cause of it until I alighted 154. Because the moment I tapped my card and step out of the bus, I cried like a pussy, all the way home. It's been a while since I cried that much. But I'm glad I did, cause it felt so so good after letting it all out and crying out loud. Relieved. Thank God the journey home was quiet and peaceful, and there wasn't anyone around. But whatever it is, I know the reason to why I acted the way I was yesterday. Cause that's all that matters.