Tonight was one of the most panicked moment I've ever encountered in my whole entire life. You know the feeling where all you hope was for God to answer your every single prayer you asked at that moment ? Yes, I couldn't do anything while Falalalaaa was in pain on the way home. Was so near to sending her to the nearest hospital instead, but I didn't and now I regretted. Damn. What was she thinking man, coming for training while she was still having fever ? What were you thinking ? This is serious, Falalalaa. Don't you care about your love ones who always think about you ? Who cares about your well-being ? Yes people, you may think I'm in a panic mode right now or this is too exaggerating, but I'm seriously scared to death. It's not funny at all. Losing the ones you really really love, who means a lot to you, is freaking scary to the max, I don't want to experience that again, for God's sake, no. Your health, your LIFE, is the most precious. Even when you think it is not that serious, it can be, one day, if you don't take good care of yourself. My dear, Falalalaaa, life is short man, super duper short. In fact, I only have a few more months to spend time with you before you graduate, I really want to treasure these moments while I know that I still have you around with me. If something happens to you (Allah forbid), then.... Oh My God... I really don't know what will happen. Anything can happen, so I really hope you will go and see the doctor. Please, I'm begging on my knees crying, just do something so that you'll recover fast, okay ? :'(