I really don't know whether it's just me or am I being too emotional these past few days. But my heart just broke into a million pieces when I read Yannychen's Tumblr post. Tears kept flowing while I was reading those words that I know meant well from deep bottom of her heart. I felt it, man, serious. Yannychen, you may not be reading this, but my heart bleeds for you, really. Whatever thing that you're feeling inside, I may not entirely know what it is but a part of me felt it, that pain. It's amazing how all this while you've been keeping it away from everything else, always being that strong Yan Ting but deep down inside you're being tortured by that memories you kept. It's hard to forget that someone who was once a part of your life, I know , but I hope one day everything will be fine and that you could live the days ahead with no more sadness. May God gives you the strength to fight all of this. I pray for you.

I shall stop crying now, must. Okay, so had 2:22 training today. Was super happy to see them, finally, after weeks of not having to meet them. Farah was not there though. But we chose the song and all and the parts where we were suppose to choreo for. Everything's settled, so we just have to come up with the choreography, and that would be the challenging part. But I know we can do this !

After practice, we decided to go and surprise our dear Farah. Actually, it was more of Nat's random plan at first, so since all of us were alright with it, we just went ahead with the idea. Nat already bought gummies for her, and I got some Famous Amos too. So, went down all the way to Pioneer, knocked on the door and as usual heard her super loud annoying voice. Surprised indeed. Haha, she was looking like a maid, seriously no kidding. But she totally pulled off the maid look, damn pretty I tell you, jealous. LOL. I was so glad to see her, in fact all of us did, cause we missed her like mad, like really really miss her. I know I did (: Then sat outside her house, at the corridor and catch up on a lot of things. Okay, still can't get over the fact that she really looked like a maid. HAHAHA, sorry Farah ! You still look hot though. Took some pictures and then head home.

Sitting on my living room's couch, I think I'm gonna fall asleep here again. Meeting Fatin tomorrow at Ion to accompany her and also to get my cap back. Excited already, cause I sense some bitchiness later in the morning. Haha, that diva Fatin, what do you expect. Haaah.