For the first time in my life, I feel like I am finally doing something crazy. You know, I've never thought that I'll prioritize dance instead of my studies. And it feels awesome, seriously. For example, skipping IB class just now, just to meet up for another discussion for NRA freshie/training camp. Wanting to be involved in so many performances/events, even a competition despite all of the project works that are pilling up one by one. And also, still working at Smooch Cafe despite schooling and dancing at the same time. Wow. My life's pretty crazy and hectic now, huh ? But I love it, somehow, I really do. It doesn't matter how I'm going to handle this, but I'll work things out slowly myself since I am enjoying every bit of it. The stress level, the crazy moments, the thinking process and definitely, my awesome people that I see everyday. It's the only year I can still afford to screw up my studies (which I hope I won't though *prays*) and experience all of this exciting moments cause next year is my final and busy year already. And I won't have the opportunity to do all of this. The reason why I'm doing it right now (:


I wonder how it feels like. But I'm so scared if all of a sudden, someone just wakes up and decides to never talk to you again. No reason. No explanation. No words said. They just leave you hanging like you never meant shit to them, and what hurts the most is how they made it look so easy. And there you are trying to figure out what have you done wrong to deserve all of this.