Today I very siao. Lol. My knee just gave way like that, cause it hates me ? But I think I know why it happened also, the reason why I cried so freaking bad in front of everyone that it nearly made someone cry too. I am so sorry :'( It hurts so bad the moment I fell, I didn't know what to do cause the pain was so unbearable though I still laughed. Tried to walk but I couldn't, so I screamed and cried out Sophan's name. Haha, hilarious cause everyone laughed after that. I don't blame him though, in fact I feel sorry for him instead. Love you Mat (:

Felt damn bad cause everyone was so worried. Especially those who were there to witness the whole thing. And yannychen cause she has to work extra hard now and its all because of me. I plainly suck, seriously. Suck to deep hell. I won't be able to dance this entire week I guess, but I will try my best still, to rest I mean.

Drowsy pills kicking in already. When I wake up later, it's gonna be hell. But I'm prepared for it, whatever it is. Have to stay strong, no matter what. My colourful umbrella shall accompany me since there's no crutches. And I thank everyone who were there for me all along, the concern and the well wishes. I shall recover soon people, like wolverine.

At times, I like to pretend that everything's alright, even when it's not. Because when everybody else thinks that you're fine, sometimes you forget for a while that you're not.