I'm losing it, seriously. I've gotten myself into this mess that I've created on my own. Of course, I'm not blaming anyone or anything but myself. For the first time, I cried because of school work and basically everything thats happening right now. And for the first time in my life, I didn't even sleep just to finish up my work. I'm feeling super weak already, I just feel like giving up and surrender myself and basically do nothing. But no, it's not the end yet. Therefore we have to stay strong, maybe even stronger than we already are. Its tough cause I really really feel that God is testing each and everyone of us. But then again, patience is virtue. Just need to hang in there a little while more. It's gonna be over soon, I believe.

Usually, the things that you're most afraid of, are the most worthwhile.