Got caught in the heavy storm. I just love being drenched in the rain, it's been a while. Have not been myself lately, cause I'm just so emotional these past few days that tears just kept flowing everytime. I'm tired of crying, really. It's really amazing how my tears never seem to run out cause when I cried to sleep and woke up today in the morning, I was still crying. This is so not me.

Bitch, all your fault, I've been eating for you and now I'm crying for you too ? Since you mentioned that you can't even cry, right ? Tsk. I know you said that I shouldn't apologise. But here it goes. Sorry that I've been blaming everything on you. I've always been doing that from the start, saying everything's your fault and all, kan kan kan ? But I don't really mean it that way, oh you know. No, it really isn't your fault this time. When I told you that you're a mean person for treating him that way, I understand how you felt at that point of time and it's not your fault at all. Being in your position, I know it's damn freaking hard. And for being on his side instead of yours, I'm sorry too. But I know you knew how I felt at that point of time too when I said that. Yes you're right, because I feel that he can make you happy. But then I'm sorry if you see that things won't work out between you two. Whatever your decision is now, I'll be happy for you minah, jeongmal jeongmal. I guess, he's not the one for you after all.

You're not crying now aren't you ? Cause I'm the one here tearing up actually. But even after all this, I know that you know that I love you too. And not him, not anyone else, nobody. Just you.