Changed my blog background colour again. This time round, it's dedicated to Yellow Pants. Owe her an apology, but then she owes me a hug, or maybe a kiss even ?

Came back home at 7 am in the morning just now. Last night, extraordinary. Jianny actually cycled from Bukit Batok all the way to Pioneer just for Yellow Pants. Never seen someone so determined before. Although he was really suffering in pain with his CMI bike, he continued on, chanting and panting his way just to see Yellow Pants. Sounds like some funny korean love story now, huh ? Haha. I followed him cause I wanted to see her. Been a few days, not meeting, worst, not talking. Glad I saw her, it actually made my night.

Called Yellow Pants and she came down and met him for a while. Then I left cause they needed some time to talk and sort things out. When I came back, I wanted to talk to her and ask her for my hug, but she already left. It's okay, I understand.

Jianny told me everything, I started crying real bad. I didn't know why but I just cry and cry and cry. So dramatic. I felt bad though cause he was really scared when I brokedown. It wasn't even because of him. The night continued on with stories about mainly Yellow Pants. He had lots to say. Things that she actually really really needs to hear. Things that are hard to say are actually the ones that really matters the most. But unfortunately, she has this thing about her that makes people scared or loss for words whenever you see her in person. Really, I'm not even kidding cause it actually happens to me sometimes. But even when things didn't go as planned, he was really happy he met her. And that was all that matters.

Never encounter this kind of thing before. Never been a friend with someone like her before. One of a kind. Make people go crazy, bitch. But I guess it has taught me a lot of things along the way.

Still, I'm not done with what I have to say. In fact, I've got so much left to say. But right now isn't the right time yet, it's difficult. I hope you understand. Farah, jeongmal mianhae.