I am home finally. Managed to drown my sorrows on food. Yes, FOOOOOD. Freaking upsize meal, McSpicy with extra cheese, shaker cheese fries and a large green tea. For the first time, I'd never thought food would actually help, but guess what ? It sort of did. Proud indeed. And I'm gonna starve myself today, ate too much. Not good.

I've decided to just let it slip out of my head. I'm not gonna try, really, cause it's pointless. But I guess this is it, I figured it out. Never thought something like this could've happened. It hurts too much that I choked on my own words I could never speak of. So right now, I'm gonna let it go.

But I guess if I love you, I should let you move on.