That place holds a thousand memories for me. The moment I stepped in, everything came rushing back and I just couldn't stop myself from thinking. Especially the part where I told that bitch how I felt about him. How I feel as if a part of me is gone and that it seems as if something's missing. I am happy, the fact that I let him go and now that he found someone new. And because of that, I didn't regret making that decision. But only now when I lose him, I start to realise how important he was to me and that I should have try even harder. If I think I've made the right decision, why do I feel as if I'm losing everything now ?

I'm glad I told bitch about this, she needed to know why I was sad. In my entire life, I've never had someone whom I can really trust. She being the first, it means everything to me and that I needed nothing more but just her presence to make me feel happy again. So, thank you for everything. I love you too.

I was glad we spent the night together, although I know I wasn't supposed to be there. Cause you needed some time alone with him. Seeing you with him, it makes me happy cause although he's annoying, you're still smiling away. But when I heard those conversations, my heart just broke. The words that came out from the both of you was just sad. I understand. It wasn't anybody's fault. Things cannot just fall into place all the time. Something's bound to stand in the way eventually. Nevertheless, I care for the both of you and all I want, is to see you both happy together even if there can be nothing more than whatever that is you both have right now. I pray.