My TSB, I'm truly amazed by every single one of them. It has been months since I last came down for practice due to my busy schedule with school and NRA especially. And just a few days back, I came down, like finally. The moment I saw and hugged them, I started crying. They welcomed me like on the usual normal training days that I had, like I've never left when in actual fact, I did for a long time. Never have I felt that kind of love by a group of friends before. It's indescribable, that feeling. Like family. And I'm truly proud to say that they really are. Always got my back, taught me so many things about life and always there making me smile :D God, I can never be thankful enough for these people.

Someone made me really happy tonight. And no, I am not just saying this. With all the food I can PBG on, and definitely the letter. Fuuuuucking chiobu, I swear. First time ever, I've received such a letter from someone. I know I've said this too many times, but I'll say it again cause I know I can never say it enough. Really, thank you for everything. And just so you know, it's my responsibility as a friend to understand why you can't always be there for me all the time now. I do, I really do. So, don't ever apologise because of that, please.

To hell with all the tears. It's okay. I'm holding on even when it hurts. I still am because if I can easily tell others not to give up, then I have to tell myself that I can do the same. And I am trying, atleast I'm trying. That is all that matters, right ?