Woke up feeling much better today. Thanks to the couch who accompanied me when I kept waking up in the middle of the night for no reason. And also Mr. Plumber, who came down just to fix this screwed up body of mine (: Though my ears are still blocked, and I'm just coughing up disgusting thick yellowish green phlegm out of my body. I hope I'll be fully recovered by tomorrow. And I'm almost done with packing up my luggage too. I hope I don't miss out on anything important.

And you. Thanks a lot, really. After all this time. I think I've had enough, wasting my time thinking about how I could actually fix this thing about us. Took up the courage to actually talk to you after months not talking, hoping you would be happy about it. But, no. You know, I meant it when I said we needed to talk about us and settle this once for all. But all you could reply was, "Whats there to talk about ?" Fine then, if you want to leave things like this. Fine. If you really think that we're better off this way then...I shall take my leave. For good.