I need to stop talking to myself, man. One of the reasons why I love freaking long walks is because I can spend time talking to myself. Or more like talking to some imaginary person I thought is walking beside me ? Bloody hell, freaky much ? Not normal I know, but I do that every time I walk alone. Like as if there's really someone listening to all of the stories I'd have to tell. Then again, only God knows.

This week has been pretty hectic and tiring. And the next few days are just gonna be as mad. But all of these just made me realize how much I'm not ready for school YET. Life has so far been about dance, NRA and mainly spending time with my dearest friends. I wish I had more time for all of it. I don't mind going through all the bullshits and stuffs that happen along the way, as long as I'm with them, I'll always be okay. Even happier I think. Still not ready to give up all of it yet. But sooner or later, the day will come when I'll find something better. Then all of this will probably have to end. Eventually :(