Something scary just happened. I heard a freaking loud noise that I swear came from my living room, I literally jumped down from my double decker and ran out to check, so did mom and dad but we couldn't find anything wrong. At first, I thought my hamster cage fell, cause it really sounded like it, but thank God it wasn't. Panicked and my heart dropped for a moment. Luckily my babies are fine. Whatever that thing was, damn.. it was loud. Bro, maid and sisters are sleeping like dead logs. How could they have not heard it ? Bloody hell.

I just took my meds but I'm not sleeping still. Don't know what's wrong with me these past few days. This year, I've been falling sick countless of times. My body keeps failing on me. Weak. Plus, I don't like doctors. They ask too many questions. Tsk, I'm just sick, okay ? Okay, can.

Anyway, been staring at this laptop screen since just now. No more dramas to watch. Someone needs to recommend me something to watch like as soon as possible. I've finished watching Tentang Dhia :( Love those kind of malay drama. Especially when it's mostly about Love and God. It made me realize a lot of things. Lately, I've been doing my prayers. Trying my best not to miss any of it. Life's too short, everybody knows that. But then, we won't know whether tomorrow will ever come. It's scary when we think about it that way. Really. There's so many things left to do. I just hope I can experience all of it before anything happens, you know ? Like, feel complete and happy before I die. Bila-bila masa pun malaikat boleh cabut nyawa kita, kan ? Meskipun, hidup mati di tangan Tuhan.

Plus, I almost forgot how awesome red bean paus are till I started eating them again in the morning. Thanks to someone. Omg, ate alot of it. But hey, the thing is, it made me happy. The rest don't matter (: