Okay, so I've decided. Not to apply for Overseas Internship. I shall not waste my money and my parent's money. But I told Mom, that if my internship or wherever I'm working at in Singapore sucks, and that my portfolio sucks, and that I can't get into any University, I'm gonna work for about 1 or even 2 years then continue with my studies after that, maybe. My boss, Sam said that she would love to open up a big bakery shop, a bigger cafe. I really hope that dream and wish of hers will come true. Cause I don't mind working for her for as long as, I don't know.... Ever, I guess ? I love cupcakes, smell and eat them and make coffees for customers, trying to make different kinds of smoothies and ice-blend and of course, make more awesome food. I enjoy doing that, really. Plus, Sam said if it really happens, she will hire me and teach me how to bake even. Imagine, waking up early in the morning, baking at the store, get ready to serve the customers. So interesting and exciting. I would love for that to happen (:

For the past few days, I kept stopping and staring at the Moon while walking home. And everytime I stare at it, for a moment, I thought it would be nice if I could spend the night outside by the beach at East Coast Park or Sentosa or something along that line. Sleep under the night sky and just stare at the Moon the whole night. Don't need to think about going to school the next day. Don't need to think about anything else. Just leave everything behind. Maybe I should do that, one day.

It'll never change.