When I saw Sophan entered the studio just now, my heart just... I really teared, and so did Fyyfyy when we looked at each other. I know, it'll never be the same, like how it was before. Never the same studio, never the same feeling, never the same people. Those memories, I swear, will never be forgotten. Can't believe I'm actually crying while typing this. Kental max. And I'm currently wearing NRA Freshie Camp shirt to sleep tonight. God, I miss those days. Always and forever in my heart.

The next few weeks is gonna be hell. I sensed it coming already. No more free weekends. 4 days of training every week. My knee is gonna give way like it always does. I'm gonna fall sick. And of course, not forgetting, sleepless nights. Let's do this. Backstreet Boys Team (or Lester would call it "The Roadside Boys"), are your bodies ready ?!

No, we don't need to talk. You said it yourself the other time, when I told you the exact same thing. Save it for someone else instead. Afterall, I'm never worth the wait.