I died for 13 hours last night. Like.. died the moment I saw my bed. I was hunting for food just now the moment I woke up. Thank God there was alot of food at home. Haha, PBG as usual.

Camp was probably the last thing I was ever gonna do with NRA. I didn't regret it at all. Of course, without the help of people who kept on persuading me into taking the role of Camp Chief, none of this would have happened. Thank you guys :D And so, throughout the camp I learnt so much. So many stories to share to everyone, but I can't possibly do it here. I love working with the juniors cause one thing for sure, they are really a bunch of crazy daring people. Very different from our senior batch. And Alif was just crazy. Sacrificed sleep, falling asleep while driving. Totally saw a different side of him. Definitely gonna miss that guy the most. All the days we spent together trying to make the camp work :( And not forgetting about my awesome committee members. They were all so high, and we worked so well together. The game masters together with us made the whole team much crazier. I love being hyper with them. Except for the embarrassing moment that I did on stage. OH MY GOODNESS. I DID NOT JUST DO THAT ON STAGE. FUCK. But whatever, what's done been done. There were few downs that we had, but in the end it was still an amazing journey. So memorable :)

Burst out into tears when I read the letter given by Farah yesterday. And yeah I agree, it's not enough just to say it over text. I wished I could write you a letter in reply or something. But just so you know, it meant so so much to me. You and Jian coming down to support S24, coming down on Bondnight (two kiss, haha!) and on the showcase day. And of course helping out for camp, even though it was only goggles, but still ! The belated birthday gift was just....*indescribable* Despite being busy with work, life and especially family, you still did those things. You shouldn't apologized cause I really understand, and I know it was never on purpose or anything like that. I was already happy that you and Jian wished me and remembered my birthday. It was all I could've asked for. Thank you, the both of you, for always cheering me up whenever I'm feeling down, especially lately, and helping me out in so many things since the start of NRA. Can never thank you all enough. Just because we can't be there for each other sometimes, doesn't mean you're forgotten. We both know that we're always there for each other. And I'll always be loving you, no matter what. Always wishing the best for you and your family, always praying that you and Jian love each other even more everyday and that God guide you guys through when things get tough. (Can't stop tearing now, oh my God.) But really, the journey together with you two was the most epic thing that has ever happened to me so far. I'm so grateful :')