9:11am. Walked in the FYP room and there wasn't a single soul inside. I thought everybody shifted out somewhere. Bloody hell, everybody else is going to be late. I know, it's pretty early for me to be posting something in the morning, but I cannot take it. Gotta rant it out here. I'm sorry.

I don't know why but I'm finding everything so annoying this morning. Annoyed over the smallest things of all. Walked out of the house and the bus took super long to come. People around me, their voices were just somehow so loud, I feel like shutting them up, all of them. And the train kept stopping at every station. The route to school seems to take longer than ever. I slipped and nearly fell, TWICE. Could've break my back. But noooooo, thank God, He still loves me.

And you know, the past few days has been pretty fine, since Saturday. We were happily trying to ignore every single thing, and we didn't even bother at all. But something just had to happen last night, which I got to find out, unfortunately. I'm so fucking disappointed. To think that I trusted him with it. And what was she trying to prove, by doing all those things? What the actual fuck. I'm pissed off and just so disappointed with everything. I don't know what else to say. But just...fuck ya'll for making him shatter into pieces every fucking day. And kau....ini cara kau jaga dia? Cb, boleh berambos.

It's only in the morning. And I've still got the rest of the day left. Fuck. Someone, please just tell me that the day is gonna get better. I can't lie to myself cause I feel like the day is just gonna get worse now.