Just got back and just about done washing up. TED was quite a good movie. Really had fun spending the night having dinner, playing arcade and watching movie with Pa, Keet, Farah and Jian. Enjoyed the movie alot, cause I learnt something from it. Plus, it was super funny, in a sick way. I likeeeeee. Anyway, glad that I won't have to come down to school tomorrow for FYP. Gonna be spending the entire day at Zavier's place with Mon, Soo and Brandon to work on the Makansutra project. It's gonna be a whole day of brainstorming of ideas and sketching. Gotta put on my thinking cap tomorrow. So I hope I can fall asleep after this.

Realized I've been going back home late these past few days. And I have to thank my parents alot for understanding the whole situation. They nagged at me yesterday, like they always do, but atleast they didn't scold/shout at me or anything like that. Been spending alot of time with Pa, cause I know he needs someone to spend time with and distract him from all the bad thoughts. Though sometimes we just can't help it, but to talk about it. Just to tell and share each other's feelings/opinions about every single thing. Sometimes, it really helps to get rid of all the sucky feeling.

Okay, so yesterday Pa told me to make a list of Things You Wish Your Boyfriend Would Do. I'm gonna write it up inside my diary. And then he told me that, one day when he comes along, and whenever he managed to fulfill anything stated on that list, I must strike it off. And see if he succeeds in fulfilling those things. I'm very curious actually. So I shall start doing up the list. And one of it shall be... Buy me an enormous Teddy Bear. I swear to God, I'll love him forever.

Nothing will change, if change is not what you want.