Today, when all of us thought it'll be okay, the night ended like fuck. Right. I can't anymore. I can't look at Ben suffer like this. All of us can't do this anymore. I don't think we can even listen to her freaking side of the story. I don't think I even want to. This is too messed up. That's it. Fuck. This has to stop. All of it. Please, just stop already. I'm out and done with this.

I need to be anywhere else but school tomorrow. I'm sorry I have to say this but seriously, to hell with school.