It's not helping at all. Been feeling like this for the whole entire week. Everyday, especially before going to bed. Suddenly, I just miss everything. I miss some people... a lot, more than I usually do. I miss how things used to be. And it feels like I'm gonna miss everything even more after this.

And if anything were to happen... I know I'm not supposed to be selfish, and I've got no right to say this but please.... don't take my love ones away from me.