To let this go....why is it so hard? Don't you think it's upsetting sometimes to know we'll always be like this? And continue this again and again? Maybe that's the reason why we always push each other away every single time. And end up like this again. I don't know why but we tend to overlook the matter whenever it happens, and we'll talk like normal and be happy as usual. But eventually when the situation is being brought up again, it just happen again. Like a cycle. I always tell myself....maybe I should just leave and stay away, and we'll be better that way. But at the same time, I don't know whether I'll be doing the right thing or not. It feels as if God is testing all of us...He's giving us a sign...but the thing is, how sure are we whether the things that has been happening are signs for us to hold on to each other even more and learn from this mistake..or maybe it's just a sign for us to let each other go. How sure are we...we don't know. This whole uncertainty. We are so happy but when we're miserable, it hurts so much. If I give up, I'm scared, what if it's a mistake? I want to stay, but things kept happening, like as if the whole world is conspiring against us and telling us to just...give up. They say... if it's meant to be, we'll always find a way back to each other somehow. I want to believe that everytime, really. But until when do we have to be like this till the day we'll be perfectly okay again? We can't be like this all the time. So, what should we do? You tell me now. To walk away and move on? To just go with my guts feeling? Yeah, everything's always easier said than done.

Some people believe that holding on and hanging in there are signs of great strength. But, I think there are times when it takes far more strength to just let go.