Read the news article on the first page of the Newpaper today and I teared. It's just so devastating, whenever I hear about death, even when the person is not related to me in any way. Especially when you're just so young, and there's still so many things to do in life. I guess God took him away cause He loves him more. But it's just so scary....knowing you lost someone dear to you, you didn't even thought of it. Seeing that person or hearing from him/her one day, and the next day, he/she's gone forever. I can't. If that happens, I don't know what I'll do. I can't imagine it. It's too sad.

Sleeping on the couch tonight, cause it's a cold cold night. Wearing a long sleeve, and yet I'm still freezing. It rained heavily the whole day, I didn't even get to spend some time by the beach. One more day left before the start of my internship. But there's still so many things I want to do. And people that I really want to spend time with. I hope there's still time.