No. I must not be that person again. I must not do it just because I feel like it will save me. I made a promise and I must stick to it. Oh God. So many things going on in my head, what the hell. 8 hours left to finish up my work. I need to survive this. I shouldn't think too much. Why in the world am I thinking too much? Pissed. Whatever. I should probably just stay calm, do my prayers, take a walk to 7-11, grab coffee and then start on work again. Just this once, I hope I can forget everything. I want to forget everything.