Been feeling differently lately, now that I'm avoiding my freaking phone which is giving me thousands of problems. So annoyed, I prefer switching it off. I would only talk to people whom I want to talk to, or I need to talk to. What a bitch, I know. But yeah, Feels like I need a break, from anything and everything. Felt that I really need this break so badly. Now that I realized it, my 3 years of poly has actually been draining all my energy without me realizing at that point of time. And now when I'm having it and feeling it, I'm telling myself I seriously deserve this break so much. Like a lot. I'd want to be away or have a short getaway somewhere. I'd prefer spending time with only people I really want to spend time with. There's so many things to catch up on. I want to do crazy things with my girls again, whom I've been ditching for the past 3 years. Realized how much I missed their craziness after our KayEll Trip. Spend more time with my minah having htht sessions at random places drinking bubble tea. Going gym with her and Katy and keep in good shape. Or maybe just taking a walk by the beach and go to the airport to visit random spots. Catch up with Zaf and Fatin whom I havent been seeing for so long. I just wanna see people that I miss alot. Yeah, just do the things I really want to do right now.