Currently working with Sam at Smooch, even when it's not my shift, but what the heck. I like working. Sadly, there's no Nra Class today. Planning on chiong-ing my assignments instead. These past few days, I just keep waking up in the middle of the night for nothing. Like just now for example. Knocked off when I reached home but suddenly woke up at around 1.45 AM. Then, I couldn't get back to bed.

Yesterday was my Forever Alone day. Spend time outside alone. Had lunch outside alone. Walked around town alone. Even watched a movie at JP alone. Cried alone, since there wasn't even a single soul beside me. And the only thing I could hug was my bag. Damn, Rockstar was freaking good. It was good that they actually applauded at the end of it. I was the only Malay girl in the cinema. Everybody else was Indian ? Jyeah. Couldn't control my tears, so I just let it fall down my face throughout the entire movie. Though I love that feeling. When it's just so sad but funny at the same time. So you're crying so badly, but you can't help but smile too. And by the end of the 2 hours and 40 mins show, my head hurts. From crying too much, I guess ? Walked home after that, alone. And I continued crying while walking alone. Nevertheless, I enjoyed myself because I'm just used to being like this anyway. So Farah, am I good enough to be the President of your Forever Alone Club now ? You're no longer eligible for that position anyway (:

Only time will make it all go away. But, I don't know how much longer I can take any of this.