Currently at Starbucks with Sis. Met up with Pa before this, at Pioneer Mall Macs. (Wait before this, I think I saw that bitch while I was at the bus stop. But I wasn't too sure, cause as usual I'm super potek, plus I was on the phone. Could be her...or not. Hmmmm) Anyway....He said it's been a while since he stepped out of the house. And I just wanted to see how he was doing. I'm so glad he looked better. Way better than he was last week. And he said he has been eating well, and not skipping any meals. Apparently Fyy texted him in the morning. Saying a few things that might have got him thinking today. I wanted to know too, thats why I wanted to meet him at the same time. I hope she meant everything she said in that message (and not just because he went overseas and that she doesn't have anyone to talk to now) I hope she meant well. Really really do. And that post also, her Tumblr reblogs too. Sometimes, I still want to believe. For this friendship, and of course for my Pa especially.

*Deletes a whole chunk of things I wanted to say* Shit, I'm crazy.