Tonight, I've learnt not to care anymore.(Fatin must be so proud of me) Fuck it already. Yeah I was damn stupid. I should have strongly said NO when Ben asked me to pass those letters to her. Though I really hesitated at first, seeing him in that state, I just couldn't. So I stupidly agreed to what he said. Not his fault. Not hers. Nobody's. Should have listened to Farah, Fatin, Zaf and even my sister in the first place. But at the same time, whatever happened was really an eye opener. Cause it only made me realized now, at this point of time that I should just fucking stop caring already. She has got no idea, really really no idea. I even dare, swear to God right now, that I care and love her so damn much. All of us do actually. But whatever. Those weren't appreciated, not even the slightest bit. Those feelings, I've already thrown them away.