4 more days left. And for the next few days it's gonna a hell of sleepless nights. This time round, it's either make it or break it. So I can't give up just yet. After Friday, I'm gonna miss my personal workspace in the FYP room alot. I'm gonna miss everyone cause once internship starts, I won't be able to see them often. And apparently I'll only have 2 days to spend some time with them and also some time alone. I want it to end fast, but I know I'm gonna miss everything once it's over.

Sometimes its easier for me to pretend than to face my feelings. Sometimes its easier to try and make it alone than risk getting hurt trying to explain everything. Sometimes its easier to be nonchalant towards certain people so I don’t let them get too close again. And sometimes because of that, I’m scared. But when I push you away, it doesn’t mean I don’t care… it's just because I care too much.