I still read all those. Everyday without fail. No matter how busy I am, it doesn't even matter. Because to me, people I care the most will always come first. I always read blogs because I feel the importance to know how my friend is doing, if anything or anyone's been bothering you, is everything really okay. And eventhough you don't usually blog everyday like you used to, I still do check, because who knows you might just post something random, just like the recent one. And even if we don't meet as often, like how we used to see each other everyday, and get sick of each other's faces. I still think it's okay. Though I admit, honestly that it was hard at first, I got used to it slowly. And I accept the fact that you've much more important things to do and handle in life. Family, your own future and your relationship. It's commitments after commitments. And as a friend, it has always been my responsibility to understand this fact and...well just, suck it up. Yeah I agree, we don't talk as often. We don't have htht sessions like old times. While we're growing up, we're all growing apart. But deep down I know, we'll always love one another just about the same. In the future, I don't want to be telling myself that " I miss the old you". I'm just hoping we all won't change that much. That you're always you, just like the first time I know you. Like the first time, I went up to you and awkwardly say hi. Like the first time I open up to you and just pour my entire heart out. Just about the same as how you are now. And whenever we meet sometimes, the only thing I hope for is to be able to always hear you annoy me with your cartoon voice and laugh together, and most importantly, see you happy.

I know, all of these sounds so lesbian-ish but whatever, I really mean what I'm trying to say. That even if one day, we really grew apart, we'll always cummmm back to each other. And like how you once said it before" You are the first person I'm really honest about everything. Because I lost too many good friends. I don't wanna lose you." Yeah...exactly like that. Exacty how I feel. So, I'll always remember that. I love you too.